June, 2025

yay summer! also my last. lets not talk about that though

ive been doing a whole bunch of nothing. deltarune came out this month FUCK YES!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YES and its been having me in a chokehold. oh my god. ive been struggling to clean my room (i set a goal to clean my room this summer) and ive procrastinated like alll month..... bro. but im finally tackling my laundry and i WILL fold my clothes this time yuh huh i will NOT leave them on my bed and watch them fall on my floor ..... yes

the dog my parents have been taking care of for over a year, luna, finally was taken to the vet and the only option was to euthanize her. me and my mom buried her in the backyard, with her bed too. we buried the flowers she always sat on and ruined /affectionate. my mom was not the best caretaker (not abusive, just neglectful). she couldnt walk in the first place. im glad shes just not in pain anymore.

i hate knowing when things are buried. when somethings down there, covered in dirt. is in uncomfortable? do you feel it? it must suck being wrapped in that plastic bag. i hope it isnt too hot.

andys in a casket. it probably still gets stuffy in there though. the other kitten didnt have anything. hopefully in fall, its not too hot and not too cold under there.

i dont think i want to be buried. maybe cremated. however, i want a tree sprouted from my body. its cold underground. the water pipes that run undeground are always colder compared to the ones in the roof.

away from that, the tenna freaks on ao3 have succesfully converted me. i NEED that tv. I LOVE TV

i have scoured all of the tenna/readers. i have scoured all of the spamtennas. the mettatennas... theyre all peak

its gotten so bad that ive started selfshipping. I NEVER SELFSHIP. OH MY GOD

heres my fav gif i found this month (he is so hot here. oh lord):

May, 2025

i survived junior year my lord. i passed all my classes (yay!) but i didnt get a b in my speech. fuuuuk. i got a c and look man "cs get degrees"

naruto as quick as it came left as soon i remembered deltarune existed. i cannot wait until 3+4 come out aw ya aw ya

im gonna try and pick myself up this summer. i need to start driving and maybe get a job #unemploymenteraover. i also need to do chores n shit ive been fucked up at doing dishes

unfortunately since i live DEEP in texas it is unbearably and horridly hot dude. 100+ degrees fahrenheit with a sun sensitivity is not for the weak

heres my fav gif i found this month:

April, 2025

this months been as well as the other ones has gone. tiring asfuck i hate school. im just glad im enjoying html. i hung out with family with easter, and hopefully this month i can go somewhere with my friends. im on academic probation and if i dont get a B in this speech class im actually fucked

ive been getting back into naruto. last time was like. 5th grade. actually crazy. despite how bad it is it IS amazing and everyones should watch it. sasunaru 5ever and sakura is the best character fight with the WALL

its whatevr. ill just do my best. heres my fav gif i found this month: