THIS MOLD ONLY BEGAN

do these words mean anything?

how soon will i look back on these words? the day is still humid and the rooomms are still bright. holding in barf till it reaches my brain. all i see is myself and i am melting into something poisonous and moldy

do these 12 years mean anything? will they? i lost myself in this maze and i have made up mechanisms i do not even understand. i am one foot out the door but it might as well be one foot into my grave

WILL I REACH HEAVEN MILES DOWN THIS HOLE


a part of me will die here